In our culture we celebrate birthdays, we celebrate anniversaries... we mark the days and we send tidings of love and joy to those celebrating milestones in their lives. I have been trying to tell myself that tomorrow will just be another day if I choose for it to be just another day. Recognizing the anniversary of Marc's death won't do anything to bring him back. If it is just another day, maybe it will end the loop that plays in my mind whenever I find myself back in that night 364 days ago.
Maybe if tomorrow is just another day the nightmare that began 364 days ago will lose its power over my emotions. If tomorrow is just another day maybe I will stop feeling this suffocating pain in my chest. Maybe I can stop feeling like I am yet again losing ground in my healing.... if tomorrow were just another day.......
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Hugging you in my thoughts girl, Xoxox ��
Hugs. That's all I can offer beyond thinking of you from afar. ❤ Love, Kathryn D.
I have thought of you and Marc Taylor all week. Di, you are such a blessing for this earth, God just had to leave you with us. He has a plan......you are doing remarkable well and moving forward. Think of where you were November 6, 2016. God is letting Marc's spirit encompass you as his plan for you moves forward. Greive all that is necessary......those around you are there to help dry those tears. I hope you are planning to be with friends tomorrow......I can't tell you how much love surrounds this week-end.
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